I want to be happy
Even though I am sad
I tend to procrastinate
Until things look really bad
I still manage to paint on a smile
Even when I’m hurting inside
I want to look like I’m happy
But there are secrets I hide
I don’t want you to see me like this
So I isolate for days
I hide within these walls
Among the messes I’ve made
I know there is light found in God
That shines brighter than this pain
I raise a desperate cry for help
One touch from Him and I am sane
He cleans up my spirit
I clean up the messes I’ve made
I then find true happiness
And joy throughout my days
